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Where I'm the mayor...
It's terrible that I hear so many negative voices as I edit. I keep going over what I've edited, looking for holes and mistakes. Each time, I find something new. I'm at a point where I'm beginning to wonder if I'm making up the problems in my head, seeing things. It's like I'm trying to anticipate the negativity and trying to correct the problems before the criticism comes.
It's a terrible thing, the want to be perfect. It's all a cruel illusion because you're never as bad as you imagined and yet never as good as you dream to be. So I will settle for "good enough" for this round and tackle the city's problems tomorrow.
It's a city whose landscape is never concrete; the blueprints can never be final.
It's terrible that I hear so many negative voices as I edit. I keep going over what I've edited, looking for holes and mistakes. Each time, I find something new. I'm at a point where I'm beginning to wonder if I'm making up the problems in my head, seeing things. It's like I'm trying to anticipate the negativity and trying to correct the problems before the criticism comes.
It's a terrible thing, the want to be perfect. It's all a cruel illusion because you're never as bad as you imagined and yet never as good as you dream to be. So I will settle for "good enough" for this round and tackle the city's problems tomorrow.
It's a city whose landscape is never concrete; the blueprints can never be final.
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